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Monday, March 28th, 2005
12:15 am	Ahhhh I played ASSHOLE tonight!!! It was great! It was me, matt, nathaniel, WILSON(I love him), Nick, Jodi, and another matt. It was sooo much fun! The first round i was asshole. but then i became VP!!! It was GREAT!!! I am Cocked and the room is spinning... IM outtie to bed..im aooo tired its scary! HAHAHAHA   Nighty Night Ya'll Much Love-Peace out  Brittany Current Mood: drunk (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Friday, March 4th, 2005
3:56 pm	Well its Saturday, and im really fucking tired. I had SAT's this morning.. and I had to get up at 6:45 this morning.. and Let me tell you i drank last night so I had a pretty big headache this morning.. and not to mention the fact Heather and I went out driving til about 12:30 and went to sleep by 1:00. OMG i Am sooo Tired... and Now i gotta go babysit. But after that Amanda is gonna come pick me up and we are gonna hang out. Its gonna be Fun!!! Well.. I gotta get into the shower... I will talk to ya'll laters Current Mood: tired (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, March 1st, 2005
7:42 pm	Well Well Well... Finally home after being gone for about 3 hours. But guess what.. I gotta leave again.. what a surprise.. I have to pick up Ryan at Basket-ball practice. Sucks living all the way in Ware and having to Drive to North Brookfield. It really really sucks. Well tonight i only did some of my Govt. homework. I didnt do any creative writing. So that means i gotta write 6 stories tomorrow... Thats really going to suck. But oh well its my fault. OMG!!! Matthew didnt have to go to Iraq today.. His flight got delayed 26hrs. He called and told me. I was happy but he still has to leave tomorrow night so it makes me sad. But hey he's gotta do what he's gotta do being in the military. But anyways... Im really extremely bored. But its almost about time for me to leave once again... And then im coming home and napping.. Im tired.. So i'll talk to ya'll laters LOVE YOU ALL!!!!!!!!   Current Mood: rushed (2 Comments |Comment on this)
3:19 pm	Well, today is HUMP DAY!!! But sadly i dont have anyone to hump... haha j/k. Im just glad the week is almost over. Soon enough it will be Friday, and i will get to Drink and have myself some fun. But that also means HUMAN PHYS TEST!!! Thats really gonna suck cause i kinda keep forgetting to study. Oh well her tests are usually easy.. lets hope this one is easy as well. Im sitting here at home doing absolutely nothing. What a shock huh? I basically just feel like sleeping. I was going to play Mud Football after school with Nicole, and Mike Sheard.. but then i remembered it was wicked shitty out and my bed def. sounded more inviting. And it certainly is more inviting.. Anyone wanna join. LoL GUESS WHAT?!?!?! I'm still confused about me and Arthur. I think we are dating but i have no idea. I wanna ask him, but for once in my life I'm scared to talk to a boy. Something about him just makes me nervous. Who would've ever thought Me get Nervous around a guy. But i think tonight when i talk to him.. i will ask him whats up with us? If anyone has any advice PLEASE help me! I Need some help here. I need lots of Help! Today school def. was pretty boring. I was extremely tired... and almost feel asleep in like all my classes. Mr. Robbins i have to say is the most annoying person in the entire world. I cannot deal with him 1st thing in the morning. I kinda feel bad for him though. Some ppl are really mean to him in our class.. but thats the deal of being a teacher. I dont have much homework tonight.. i just gotta do that Government Question. I dont really wanna that either but i guess i have to. OMG OMG OMG... My GPA went up 3 points. I was sooo happy. I didnt even know how i managed that one but im not gonna change it. COLLEGE is coming soon I cant WAIT... Michelle and I are gonna go together and ROOM together.Waaaaaaay to much FUN ahead! Someone Say Party Michelle and I realized that All next weekend Its gonna be PURE partying for me and her. We are partying Friday night, then Saturday night, and hopefully sunday we will rest. Michelle its gonna kick ass!!! Well, Im gone for now... I 've typed enough... talk to ya'lls later   Current Mood: peaceful Current Music: LeAnn Rimes---> Nothing bout Love makes Sense (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, January 10th, 2005
8:26 pm	Hey everyone...school was really boring today.. it was monday so yah it sucked really bad. I just want the weeks to keep going by faster and faster because the sooner graduation comes to happier im going to be. I wanna get the Fuck OUTTA NORTHBROOKFIELD! I hate all the bullshit drama that goes on in that school. Some ppl need to learn to grow the fuck up and get over little petty things! But on a better note... I didnt have a lot of homework tonight and the some that i had i didnt really do cause i wasnt in the mood to do homework.. and now im in the mood to sleep. So i will most likely do that soon enough. Yah.. I really miss Matthew.. i haven talked to him in 2 days and its killing me. I hate not being able to hear his voice or even getting a simple e-mail. He suppose to be home by now but i have no idea cause i havent had any contact with him. He was originally suppose to be home sat or sunday but then his flight got delayed 11 hours so he was suppose to come home today but i wasnt sure what time. I just hope the best for the both of us when we actually get around to talking about him and I. I want to be with him and he wants to be with me.. so, we need to be fucking together!! HaHa. I love him with all my heart, hes my everything and i want to be with only him! But anyways... its really fucking cold outside, i guess we are suppose to get more snow coming! YIPPY!!! More snow, could possibly mean NO SCHOOL! Which i really really would like. BUT... Im outta here.. hope everyone has a good night Much love... G'night ----------------------*Brittany*------------------------ Current Mood: lonely (Comment on this)
Sunday, January 9th, 2005
10:23 am	Thought I saw you today, you were standing in the sun and you turned away, and I knew it couldn't be but my heart believed. Oh it seems like there is something every day. How could you be so far away, when you're still here. When I need you you're not hard to find. You're still here. I can see you in my baby's eyes, and the laugh and cry. You're still here. I had a dream last night. That you came to me on silver wings and light and I flew away with you in painless sky and I woke up wondering what was real. Is it what you see and touch or what you feel. Cause you're still here. Oh you're everywhere we've ever been. Oh you're still here. I heard you in a stranger's laugh, and I hung around to hear him laugh again. Just once again. Oh thought I saw you today, you were standing in the sun and you turned away. Ohh awayyy.. Good good SONG!!!! Current Mood: frustrated (Comment on this)
Saturday, January 8th, 2005
5:50 pm	Well, lets see...its a SATURDAY night and I dont have SHIT to do! I am sooo friggin bored right now. I was suppose to go out to the movies with all of the friends tonight to see WHITE NOISE! But the roads of course are shitty because of the snow and ice! Fucking New England..Grrrrr! Last night was a really fun night! I went to get Chinese with Heather and Nicole(food was sooo yummy) We ate so much of the food and ordered waaaay to much for the 3 of us! Then i had to get my brother from b-ball practice, pick up amanda and jill, and then head back to my house. Me jill and Manda went and hung out with Arthur and his friends for a lil bit. That was really fun, Arthurs got some pretty hot friends..aka ANDREW!!! And of course Guilio, and Sean Burk! Ahh those are some fine rich boys. It was a good night... then we came home and went to bed. We were all tired!! But now i am just sitting her being bored outta my mind. MATTHEW CALLED ME TONIGHT!!!!!! I LOOOOOOOOVE that Boy so much! HES MY WORLD!!! His flight got delayed for 11 hours to come home.. but he will come home by monday! Ahhh I miss him soo soo MUCH! I cannot wait to hold him in my arms. I miss everything about him.. even when we fight. I miss that too! HAHA But hey im outta here.. my mac and cheese is done Have a good night all nighty night   ----------> brittany Current Mood: bored (Comment on this)
Friday, January 7th, 2005
9:46 am	Well... ITS FRDAY.. and its time to PARTY!!!!! I cannnt wait to get outta school! Tonight Im going out to eat some chinese food and hanging out with the girls! We prolly most likely gonna drink some and smoke some! Its all in good fun! HAHA... EVERYONE WELCOME JILL TO LJ!!!!! She finally made one! This weekend should be pretty fun... tonight hanging with the girls and eating, and then sat night im gonna be singing at the boys b-ball game, then sleeping over HEATHERS cause all of us are going out to the movies. That should be fun! We are going to see "white Noise." Im seriously gonna freak out in that movie, i HATE scary movies. Its gonna be funny watching me. BUt heather and Amanda will hold on to me and make sure i am OKAY!!! MATTHEW COMES HOME TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!! I CANNOT WAIT... MY BABY IS FINALLY HOME! But im outtie talk to ya'll laters -----brittany Current Mood: crazy (Comment on this)
Tuesday, January 4th, 2005
2:32 pm	HEY EVERYONE.. GUESS WHAT? Some nasty ass slut AMY who goes to Quabbin, wants to put a bullet in my face! How nice is that! THat bitch doesnt know whats gonna be coming to her! She needs to sut the fuck up... or shes gonna get her ass kicked, not just by me but by a TON of other ppl. So bitch if ya read this... WATCH UR FUCKING BACK!!! But anyways... off that NASTY subject.. School was good today.. i HATE HAMLET!!! It sucks.. i dont understand that stuff at all. Its sooo confusing, but im trying my best. Some of my "friends" are being pretty gay lately. But hey thats High School right? Of Course! I just cannot wait to get the fuck outta this town, and school. DRAMA IS ALL AROUND! It never stops! But whatever.. only 5 MORE MONTHS and we GRADUATE!!!!! YES!!!!!! But im gonna get going.. talk to ya'll laters Current Mood: devious (Comment on this)
Monday, January 3rd, 2005
4:17 pm	Hey everyone! Back to school today! BOY.. was that fun! LoL RIGHT! I dont really like school anymore i decided. Im gonna get senioritise(or however u spell it... I just really like staying home and not doing much or hanging out with friends. I cannot wait for College. More work but i wont have to go to class all the time! And LONGER vacations! Thats always a plus! ONLY 5 MORE DAYS TIL MATTHEW COMES HOME!!! I looooove HIM!!!! CONGRATS MANDA AND BAM!!!----> for you Amanda, I Love u hun! Today in school, a lot of ppl liked my hair, and kept complimenting me. It made my day really good. Danny had me laughing like always! Him and I are gonna be dorm BUDDIES!!! LoL.. he told me he wants to go to the same college as me and heather and Room with us. I told him he couldnt and he said he could be a girl! LoL it was funny! I didnt have much homework tonight... but what really sucks is i need a calculator for my trig.. and guess where my calc. is? Its in my Locker! So i gotta go get it! SUCKY BALLS!!!! But im gonna go my hw! Ima good girl.. hehe right?!?!? But im outtie... Peace Homefries!!! Current Mood: giggly (Comment on this)
Sunday, January 2nd, 2005
6:46 pm	WHAT THE F*CK!!!! Hey Ya'll... I really Do hate fucking people sometimes. I love how some people are so opinionated, and dont know what the fuck they are talking about in their opinions! People really do PISS me OFF sometimes... actually its most of the time. It really bugs me that people try and tell me to get over Matthew, and to move on! When in the first place they dont know what the fuck him and I have gone through. We have been through so much together and its not that EASY to just say FUCK it ALL, "im Over him" cause guess what? Im not and its not gonna change. I LOOOOOVE him with all my heart and he loves me. And if people dont think we should be together then Fine thats ur comment on my relationship. Well, here's my comment... I dont give a fuck what ppl think about who i am in a relationship with. I am happy with him, and we WANT to be together. I cannot help who i love and who my heart belongs to. He has never just given up on me when i needed him, so i am not gonna just give up on him. He needs me right now, and if u dont think that i should waste my time being with him then hey... Keep ur Fucking Opinion to urself! I dont care to hear ppl lecturing me anymore about who I "need" to be with. I know who is Good for me! Yes, him and I needed time apart. Most relationships do need time apart. We have our time apart, but that doesnt mean i dont love him and am not gonna be with him. o0o0o0o0o0oHHHHH and the Kicker of them all... I love when there's the comment on how, I shouldnt go back with him cause hes just gonna USE ME for SEX!!! WELL, guess what? Our relationship unlike most of the people that have comments is NOT ABOUT SEX!!! We Love each other cause we Love each other. He Loves me for so many more things.. and I the SAME!! So Just to CLEAR that little piece up! OMG... PPL really do piss me off sometimes... I want to live my life for me. Not for anyone else! Im out... Toodles Current Mood: pissed off (Comment on this)
Thursday, December 30th, 2004
10:04 pm	Well, Hey there Ya'll!!!! Today was a great day! HEATHER THE WONDERFUL... called me at like 10 and wanted to hang out! So, we went to the Mall first and then we went to my Brothers B-ball game out in Nipmunk. The poor boys got the Bums KICKED! But hey we were still there to Cheer them on! Im finally home early for once tonight. Its a good thing! I need to get some sleep... I Love SLEEPING!!! TOMORROW... Oh tomorrow is gonna be great! Big New Years Bash to go to! I cannot wait. Lets see, what am i gonna do... GET COCKED!!! LoL jk.. not really bad but pretty bad! I havent drank in a really long time!! So, i gotta rest up tonight for the long night of tomorrow!!!   Well im Outtie, Peace-Yo                Britty-babes Current Mood: crazy (Comment on this)
Wednesday, December 29th, 2004
1:03 am	AHHHHH... Dancing was sooo much FUN!! My legs are killing me right now, but it was a gret night. It was Me, manda G, kim L., Meghan, and Diana! We actually had a good time together and i didnt fight with any guys at the club! Im so proud of myself! I really wanted heather babes to go but she said she couldnt. I was SAD!!! This kid almost broke my back tonight. It really sucked! Then i drove home with like almost no gas.. that also sucked pretty bad.. BUT the DANCING was totally awesome!!! MEGA HOT BOYS!!! YES!!!!   Well, im going to bed... its like 1:00 something Nighty Nights                   Brittany Current Mood: exhausted (Comment on this)
Tuesday, December 28th, 2004
12:41 pm	FINALLY.... DANCING TIME TONIGHT!!! YIPPY!!! I cannot wait... TOnight im going dancing with the girls! I havent been in soo LONG I cannot wait. There are a few of my girls that have never been. Thats gonna be really funny to see. They will be shocked at some things! But its gonna be good. HEATHER if u read this... YOU BETTER COME TONIGHT!!! HaHaHa... Or im gonna come find YOU!!! LoL Well im off the to wonderful Doctors! I hate going to those places.... THEY SUCK!!!! But its all good. Talk to Ya'll Laters Much Love always              Brittany Current Mood: excited Current Music: Faith Hill----> Ur still here (Comment on this)
Thursday, December 23rd, 2004
7:52 pm	MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL!!!!!! I hope everyone has a great Christmas and A good NEW YEARS!!! Outtie--Peace -----Brittany Current Mood: okay Current Music: JINGLE BELL ROCK!!!! (Comment on this)
Wednesday, December 22nd, 2004
11:17 pm	"Ever has it been that love knows not its own depth until the hour of separation" ---My smile is washed away by the tears that over power every part of who i am--- I cannot do this anymore.. I hate crying.. I know it shows weakness.. Its just one of those shitty nights.. where everything gets to you, it sucks even more when i have something called irritable depression! Then things really suck! Im going to Bed. Thinking sucks!! Eternal Sleep in better Britts Current Mood: crushed (Comment on this)
9:47 pm	Hey ya'll... Im finally home! Got i felt like i came home sat down for about 2 minutes then i was out the door again! I hate having the feeling of being rushed around! It sucks! But yah anyways.. Jilly-bean and I hung out for bit tonight! It was fun! We went driving around, then to McDonalds, then more driving around town, then i really had to pee so we went back to her house! My bladder was gonna explode I SWEAR! Jillian Loved the Sterio System! Every time it would make noise she would smile! It was funny! HEHE! Then i had to pick ryan up from B-ball practice i then got tackled by 2 of my brothers friends in the snow! Might i say that hurt pretty fucking bad! Landing on some hard snow being tackled by 2 boys isnt the funnest thing in the world! And of course my brother just stood there laughing! What a brother huh? I just got outta the shower, and now me being the asshole that i am... Im waiting around to either get an E-mail from my special Boy or a phone call. Boy do i Miss HIM! But soon enough i'll get to see his wonderful smile! I miss everything about him. It sucks when i try and concentrate on other things and i cannot do it cause he's always on my mind! Yes, Him and I have gone through some pretty tough times but you cannot help who you love, NO MATTER what anyone says. People can tell you to get over him, not talk to him, you dont need a relationship, and even myself use to tell me that... But i cannot pretend anymore about not missing him. I miss him, and YES I LOOOOVE HIM will all my heart! He's my future(along with college) and that is that! But yah im just being a "girl" and waiting around for a "boy." I got nothing better to do so! I guess thats why im typing so much in my LJ. Well, i guess im done... Much Love to All... Outtie.. ***Brittstunna*** Current Mood: drained Current Music: Kelly Clarkson----> Addicted (Comment on this)
3:26 pm	I LoOoOoOoVe this SONG so so MUCH!!! I at least listen to it 20 times a day. Its By Styx! Surprising huh? Me listen to Styx.. Yah i know, but i Love this song! And They have another song called COME SAIL AWAY and i wanna use that song for Graduation. Its a great song too! But yah im outtie to Wally World.. Much Love YO!  Babe I'm leaving I must be on my way The time is drawing near My train is going I see it in your eyes The love, the need, your tears But I'll be lonely without you And I'll need your love to see me through So please believe me My heart is in your hands I'll be missing you 'Cause you know it's you babe Whenever I get weary And I've had enough Feel like giving up You know it's you babe Giving me the courage And the strength I need Please believe that it's true Babe, I love you Babe, I'm leaving I'll say it once again And somehow try to smile I know the feeling we're trying to forget If only for a while 'Cause I'll be lonely without you And I'll need your love to see me through Please believe me My heart is in your hands 'Cause I'll be missing you Babe, I love you Current Mood: cheerful (Comment on this)
Monday, December 20th, 2004
5:13 pm	It's like you're a drug It's like you're a demon I can't face down It's like I'm stuck It's like I'm running from you all the time And I know I let you have all the power It's like the only company I seek is misery all around It's like you're a leech Sucking the life from me It's like I can't breathe Without you inside of me And I know I let you have all the power And I realize I'm never gonna quit you over time It's like I can't breathe It's like I can't see anything Nothing but you I'm addicted to you It's like I can't think Without you interrupting me In my thoughts In my dreams You've taken over me It's like I'm not me It's like I'm not me It's like I'm lost It's like I'm giving up slowly It's like you're a ghost that's haunting me Leave me alone And I know these voices in my head Are mine alone And I know I'll never change my ways If I don't give you up now It's like I can't breathe It's like I can't see anything Nothing but you I'm addicted to you It's like I can't think Without you interrupting me In my thoughts In my dreams You've taken over me It's like I'm not me It's like I'm not me I'm hooked on you I need a fix I can't take it Just one more hit I promise I can deal with it I'll handle it, quit it Just one more time Then that's it Just a little bit more to get me through this I'm hooked on you I need a fix I can't take it Just one more hit I promise I can deal with it I'll handle it, quit it Just one more time Then that's it Just a little bit more to get me through this It's like I can't breathe It's like I can't see anything Nothing but you I'm addicted to you It's like I can't think Without you interrupting me In my thoughts In my dreams You've taken over me It's like I'm not me It's like I'm not me ----< Waaaay too much confusion and So little time to think about everything! I hate the way things go sometimes. I wish i could just change and get over some things! Current Mood: confused Current Music: Walk Away----> Kelly Clarkson (Comment on this)
10:25 am	***********ITS SNOWING*********** I absolutely LOOOOOVE the SNOW, and the Fact that we dont have school today! Its soo wonderful! I just got done making myself some Homemade Toffee! Let me tell you, its wicked wicked GOOD! I cant stop eating it! I got to open my X-mas gifts last night from my mommy cause shes gotta work X-mas eve! So we did Our X-mas last night... and this coming Weekend CHRISTMAS I'm gonna go to my Grammys house! We usually do X-mas there anyways! I cant believe X-mas is already here! OMG, then its gonna be 2005 BABAY I Am sooo extremely Hyper right now and its only 10:30 in the morning! BUT, ima go take a shower, talk to ya'll laters! *** Britty-babes*** Current Mood: happy (Comment on this)