fiesty_redhead3

Sat, 04 Dec 2004 21:04:53 GMT

Well its Saturday, and im really fucking tired. I had SAT's this morning.. and I had to get up at 6:45 this morning.. and Let me tell you i drank last night so I had a pretty big headache this morning.. and not to mention the fact Heather and I went out driving til about 12:30 and went to sleep by 1:00. OMG i Am sooo Tired... and Now i gotta go babysit. But after that Amanda is gonna come pick me up and we are gonna hang out. Its gonna be Fun!!!

Well.. I gotta get into the shower... I will talk to ya'll laters

Thu, 02 Dec 2004 00:50:14 GMT

Well Well Well... Finally home after being gone for about 3 hours. But guess what.. I gotta leave again.. what a surprise.. I have to pick up Ryan at Basket-ball practice. Sucks living all the way in Ware and having to Drive to North Brookfield. It really really sucks. Well tonight i only did some of my Govt. homework. I didnt do any creative writing. So that means i gotta write 6 stories tomorrow... Thats really going to suck. But oh well its my fault.

OMG!!! Matthew didnt have to go to Iraq today.. His flight got delayed 26hrs. He called and told me. I was happy but he still has to leave tomorrow night so it makes me sad. But hey he's gotta do what he's gotta do being in the military. But anyways...

Im really extremely bored. But its almost about time for me to leave once again... And then im coming home and napping.. Im tired.. So i'll talk to ya'll laters

LOVE YOU ALL!!!!!!!!

Wed, 01 Dec 2004 20:30:29 GMT

Well, today is HUMP DAY!!! But sadly i dont have anyone to hump... haha j/k. Im just glad the week is almost over. Soon enough it will be Friday, and i will get to Drink and have myself some fun. But that also means HUMAN PHYS TEST!!! Thats really gonna suck cause i kinda keep forgetting to study. Oh well her tests are usually easy.. lets hope this one is easy as well.

Im sitting here at home doing absolutely nothing. What a shock huh? I basically just feel like sleeping. I was going to play Mud Football after school with Nicole, and Mike Sheard.. but then i remembered it was wicked shitty out and my bed def. sounded more inviting. And it certainly is more inviting.. Anyone wanna join. LoL

GUESS WHAT?!?!?! I'm still confused about me and Arthur. I think we are dating but i have no idea. I wanna ask him, but for once in my life I'm scared to talk to a boy. Something about him just makes me nervous. Who would've ever thought Me get Nervous around a guy. But i think tonight when i talk to him.. i will ask him whats up with us? If anyone has any advice PLEASE help me! I Need some help here. I need lots of Help!

Today school def. was pretty boring. I was extremely tired... and almost feel asleep in like all my classes. Mr. Robbins i have to say is the most annoying person in the entire world. I cannot deal with him 1st thing in the morning. I kinda feel bad for him though. Some ppl are really mean to him in our class.. but thats the deal of being a teacher. I dont have much homework tonight.. i just gotta do that Government Question. I dont really wanna that either but i guess i have to. OMG OMG OMG... My GPA went up 3 points. I was sooo happy. I didnt even know how i managed that one but im not gonna change it.

COLLEGE is coming soon I cant WAIT... Michelle and I are gonna go together and ROOM together.Waaaaaaay to much FUN ahead! Someone Say Party

Michelle and I realized that All next weekend Its gonna be PURE partying for me and her. We are partying Friday night, then Saturday night, and hopefully sunday we will rest. Michelle its gonna kick ass!!!

Well, Im gone for now... I 've typed enough... talk to ya'lls later

Wed, 01 Dec 2004 17:54:01 GMT

I really hate being in Creative Writing. This class is wicked boring. My other 3 muffins are not near me today. Makes me sad. They are actually doing work i think. Yup now that i look at them they are actually all doing work. I wanna have the motivation to do work. But anways... I am really bord. I just send Kerri a really cool link for Abstract Art. The site is just so beautiful.

I need some Loving. I miss all the Love i use to get being with Matthew. Talking about Matthew.. hes gone to Iraq today. Im sad, and nervous. Im thinking about him alot.

I talked to Arthur Last night. It was a great convo. He made me laugh the whole TIME!!! And my now friends and i are going to party it up at Dartmouth Dec. 10th.. RIGHT michelle. We def. are gonna have a kick ass time. Steph is gonna have a blast. We'll find her a good college boy!

Well Im out for now.. my eyes hurt Toodles Babes

Wed, 01 Dec 2004 00:50:35 GMT

Boy oh Boy... Life is so confusing... I hate the way EX relationships go, and i also hate the way New Relationships are trying to go. I have this major problem.. Im trying to get over Matthew. I really am. But it is soo hard to do that when him and I have been through soo much. And He's going to Iraq and he's gonna need someone there. I wanna be that someone. But we are not together and one minute we can get along and want to be with each other but the next we are fighting and he's telling me that we need to get over each other. Its sooo difficult sometimes. I honestly do love him and always will.

But then there's my new interest. ARTHUR!!! Michelle knows Arthur babes! Hes the sweetest guy, really cute, buff, and his personality totally kicks. I met him about a month ago around the time Matthew and i split up once again. I connected with Arthur very Quickly. We hung out this past Saturday. It was amazing. I had a great time with him. We went to the movies, dinner, Bright Lights, then i met some of his friends. I enjoy hanging out with him... and I would really like to know what he considers me and him. But guys are sooo difficult to talk to sometimes. You know what i mean?

GRRRRRRRRRRRRR.... I hate Life.. I REALLY REALLY DO!!!

Now, im sitting here waiting for both Matthew and Arthur to call me. I just want to talk to Matthew one more time before he leaves. I know i should be strong and not talk to him cause of all the shit he's put me through. Its just a lot easier to say im strong then to actually show that I am. Then when Arthur calls me i get soo happy cause i know he's gonna make me laugh and such. Its a good time with him. I dont know if i want another relationship right now cause Im not over Matt. But i also dont wanna be alone. I am soo CONFUSED... This is Crazy... Someone Please help me. I need to Vent!!!

Well, Im off to my room to think and be more confused then EVER... talk to Ya'll Latas.. I LOVE my MUFFINS!!!!

Tue, 30 Nov 2004 23:14:56 GMT

Finally Home to get some homework done and rest. I enjoy writing in this livejournal... THANKS for helping me create one. Michelle and Manda, u guys are the BEST!!! Driving home from Springfield was crazy. There were tons of ppl on the roads tonight. Too Many God Damn cars. But dont worry i managed to keep myself sane. Right you guys... I know every song and dance and sing to everyone. I can def. keep myself occupied. Im a Loser I know. I love singing what can i Say.

OMG.. I want Abby to sing with me sometime. If u dont know about her singing.. She has an AMAZING voice. Her and Cecil sang Whitney Houston in the car the other night. It was so Great. I was actually kinda jealous.

But anyways.... Tomorrow is HUMP day.. and im happy about that.. The week is almost over. But also tomorrow Matthew Leaves for Iraq. Its scary, sad, nerve racking, all at the same time. I know him and I fight a lot.. but i am gonna miss him. I wish him the best. THen FINALLY the weekend will be here. I cannot wait for the weekend. Im gonna find myself some dranks and get all happy and joyful. LoL Right Heather. Tons of fun coming our way.

Well, Im outtie again.. Im Hungry once again.. no surprise. Catch ya'll later

Tue, 30 Nov 2004 19:53:35 GMT

Im finally home from school. The day just went by waaay too slow. I wish we had like only 3 classes. Then i would be much happier. I am eating a burrito.. Its sooo Good. MY three muffins i already miss, michelle, Manda, and heather. Creative writing wouldnt be the same without those babes.

Hey MATT... I added u to my list of friends... If u got anymore people to give to me let me know. Im new at this and have no idea what i am doing. Doesnt seem to hard but for me its difficult. LoL.

What sucks is I gotta leave once again to go out to Springfield with my sister. She's in a wicked bitchy mood as well which makes things sooo much better. I'll be lucky if i make it home alive being in the car with her. She's just a little nuts up in the head. But ya gotta love her.

Ahh Shocker.. Time to leave again.. Talk to you all later... Toodles

Tue, 30 Nov 2004 17:48:39 GMT

I am EXTREMELY BORED! I am sitting here with amanda, heather, and michelle. Heather is watching me type this out. It must be very exciting for her. Michelle has head phones on, but i have no idea what she is listening to. And then Amanda is busy changing her background every 2 seconds. I Love all of these girls. Besides the fact i hate the boys in my creative writing class, i like being in here doing absolutely nothing. Its like another study. I have to go to Govt. class next. Its wicked boring in that class. I love Mr. Tift and all, its just i hate the topic of govt. It sucks. After school today i wanna go home and sleep but NO... I have to go with my sister to Bay State Medical for her MRI... I just wanna sleep. I had a really really LoNg night last night. I was on the telephone for about 3 hrs. I went to sleep at like 12 and had to wake my ass up at like 5:45 it was wicked sucky. I just want this week to get over with very quickly. So, then this weekend me and heather can party friday night. And then we are gonna go MEGA shopping on SUNDAY. Gotta love the X-mas shopping. Well, im Outtie for now. Heather's gonna make her own journal NOW!!! Its GREAT!!!!!!

Tue, 30 Nov 2004 17:34:55 GMT

Amanda is helping me create my first journal entry. I am in creative writing and its pretty fucking boring in this class.